Change Is UnderWay!!!

I am learning that in order to see change in my environment, I must first seek and initiate change within myself. There are a lot of things I want to change about me, for me. Complaining about what others do around and near you is a reflection of yourself. You allowed this to happen, take place, and take shape in your life whether you're aware of it or not. I am learning the hard truth that you cannot control what others choose to do, no more that you can control how you respond to a situation. Well, after careful consideration, I am ready to stop responding. I’m ready to stop pointing the little things out that also have such a big impact on my own emotions. I am ready to change the narrative of my own reality so I will do just that, in such a way that I let God handle these battles for me. I had been taking on these responsibilities by myself and wondering why I felt so overwhelmed, exhausted, and anxious. No More!!!. Today this changes, but it starts with me. For the first time in a long time I have a plan and it will be executed. The only ones that will know are me and my heavenly father. If my job is to implement change, then change is who I will become. I may even change my name in the process 🙂

From this day there will be no more complaining, no more crying. I will cast my cares and seek the Lord before all. I will pray for my loved ones and the people of my household, and I will pray for myself in the process. In the words of a movie I once loved. I will “keep it secret, and keep it safe.”