Draining
It just sucked the life out of me
I know what it’s like to be tired on a physical level
But this one my friend is different
Tired of the same ol ins and outs
Day by day with what felt like soul breaking labor
Under an unappreciative organization
That works it’s employees like slaves
Don’t call out you may not have a job to come back to
Don’t call in sick you’ll need more than a doctors excuse
Day in and day out
Same soul breaking labor
Constantly seeing multiple repeat offenders
Ungrateful body disrespecters
Constantly putting themselves in dangerous situations
Running in from a night of drinking
Needing to be tested because now something is burning and itching
It’s the same line all the time
“I messed up man”
But now is not the time to place blame
Please take some accountability for your actions
It is you who choose this course of action
The testing is done counseling provided
The doctor comes in gives a shot and now there out of here
Until less than 3 months later because the symptoms are back yet again
Most abuse the system
These test are free I just want to know my status
While others are in dyer need of those answers
I became exhausted with it all
Tired of seeing the same faces
Tired of the repetitive routine
Tired of the worlds careless nature
Tired of a new task being thrown on me every week.
Becoming something other than myself
And trust me I noticed
Constantly irritated all the time
I began abusing the grace period
Sitting in my car on the verge of tears because my spirit was screaming “I DONT WANNA BE HERE!!!”
Lord help me please was all I could say
He knows my heart in such a deep way
It didn’t take me long to realize that my spirit was under attack
And then my body was next
Having to visit the hospital for what felt like a heart attack
Then came the fever and body aches not even a month later
There was always a pain somewhere
This was the last straw for me I couldn’t let that place kill me
So I did what I do best and moved in silence. My prayer has been answered
My body slowly but surely restored
I’m getting my peace back
I don’t have to visit that place anymore
The spirits I’ve encountered there are strong but my GOD is stronger
What once seemed like a strong empire has begun to crumble
It won’t be long before it completely falls.
I see it for what it really is and it’s very unattractive.
That place is a spiritual disaster. And I don’t highly recommend it…..
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