You never get to experience any of it
Missing out on big and small important events
Her first day of school, the big move
No call to collect the details
Not around to cheer her up when she feels she has failed
It’s all me
These memories become my secrets I keep
I’d love to share them but it seems your interest is never peaked
What she will remember most is who was there the whole time
Your feelings may become hurt when it’s not your name that is mentioned.
So many moves have been made without you that it’s become an ordinary thing
Sadly I disagree but your thought process hasn’t changed
Your okay with doing the bare minimum
When parenting requires all it takes
So shut off from reality
But 2k takes your family’s place
It once sickened me until I learned that Yah is moving differently
Maybe your absence is actually necessary
So that another one’s place is guaranteed
Yes it is sad but The Lord has given me much peace regarding this
You may choose to miss out on her big and small moments
But I never will
She is my reality and her joy is my priority
We will continue to make big and small moves and you won’t be apart of it
I do not say this out of bitterness
It no longer causes pain
Because through your absence
It is humility and peace that I have gained.
Unapologetically poetic….
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